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Hari ini aku stress.

Lepas meeting tu, hatiku layang entah ke mana.

Don’t know if it’s good or bad news. I’m trying to think of the good but the bad part keeps creeping in because I’m thinking of the worst scenario that can ever happen. It is really about doing something that scares me and it’s going to be for a while. Maybe it would get easier but for now I don’t know how easy or hard it would get so I don’t really know…for all I know because I don’t know ..that’s why I’m worried and scared. But I also know worrying about it now doesn’t help make it any easier but I just can’t help it. *im starting to talk crap*

I need some courage and confidence. I think I can do it if I set my heart to…but because it comes in too suddenly, I don’t know what to feel or think.

Gracie,  it’s time to grow. You’ve been idling for too long and your brains are starting to rot, not because you want to but the situation you are in makes you such. Now..maybe it’s the time to polish up and maybe who knows….you may be good at this. Give it a try. I’m sure even if you can’t do well, you won’t die. If the people you saw on the Oprah show today can make it even in such a hopeless circumstances, why do you think you can’t?