我的爱人

Lately and not knowing since when, Iris has been calling me “我的爱人” (My love) instead of my usual nicknames that she has for me.

In return, I call her the same thing too.

When she gets back home from work and opens the door, the first thing I’ll say to her is 我的爱人. If I need to ask her something, I’ll start with..you know..我的爱人. 🙂

Today I was late to work. (I blame it on the rain. Ha!) I slept longer than usual. Had to finish the breakfast which Mummy prepared (I usually would have rushed off with a bun or something if it’s just me). Iris’ car was parked behind mine and so I had to wait for her too. Knowing that I’m late, Iris made a funny face from behind the car and I spotted her from the car mirror. Just her way of delaying me for another 10 seconds for fun.

Then as I was going to reverse, Iris signalled to me again, this time pointing to another direction. Then, I see my mum walking quickly towards my car. I winded down the window.

“Grace, did you bring your keys?”

“YES!!!”

That is my mum for you. Always worrying about keys and I guess it’s also because I once forgot my keys (but that was just only once) and I was left stranded in front of the house. Had to call a friend to take me out for dinner and kill time before Iris gets home from work.

我的爱人 is working very late lately so the only time I get to see her is at night before I sleep. Hoping to spend some quality time with 我的爱人 this weekend.

Positivity

I’ve decided to start with a clean slate, erased whatever things I’ve been told. I’m just going to treat people around me how I would like to be treated. I will eventually know if they are good or bad people but until I see the bad in them, I don’t want to have any judgement towards them that they are bad just because someone says so. I’m doing this because it’s easier for me. I cannot operate on a complicated basis and I don’t like being involved in mind games. And that if I allow myself to be positive, I hope positivity would stick with me.

Not Quite Ok

Today is just so not my day. I guess I’m just affected by the weather and add that with having not enough work to keep me occupied. Mind would start to wander. Been trying to find things to do to keep myself entertained but I’ve did all I could do, which explains the restlessness.

30 minutes to sanity. Be patient, Gracie.