Unemployed

How does it feel to be unemployed for the first day today?

A sense of peace. Kept myself occupied with planning for a short getaway with my sister. Listing and planning the 101 things that I need and want to do.

I still have thoughts about getting back to the working world but I know it’s going to be the same shit all over again if I don’t fix myself first. The bad thing is I still don’t know how to let go and just relax. I still feel like I need to be on the go, on the run, to be just doing something out there. A sense of guilt I guess. The good thing is the motivation is there┬áso I just need to channel it to the other things that I’m working on.

So Gracie, stop feeling guilty!!!