After the drama I had last night, I went to the bathroom, sat on the toilet bowl and cried. Then, I walked out from the bathroom after bathing, went straight to the bedroom and sleep. I didn’t wish my mum good night or told her I am going to bed because I was still fuming. [...]

Happy Birthday to Ching!
Finished the book last night and woke up reading a new book, “You’re What You Eat” by local author, Chia Joo Suan. This is bought by Pappy as well for everyone to read. Whenever I don’t eat right, Mummy would always always say to me, “You’re what you eat!” without fail!
There [...]

Tiba-tiba, aku rindu.
SHIT!

I love him.
And I hate him.
Sometimes I think I hate him more than I love him.
But when I hate him so much, I feel that I love him more than I hate him.
Each time after not meeting him for a long time, I tell myself that the next time I meet him, I want to [...]

Finally met him again today after 3 long weeks and we had dinner in Kepong.
I’ve been very bitter and angry about him for the past few weeks. So much so that I thought when I meet him today, I would still be in the same mode.
But there’s just something about him, or me, or us, [...]

“What are you doing?”
“Talking to you.”
“Of course you are talking to me lah.”
“Last night I went for my company’s annual dinner.”
“So did you win anything?”
“Yes, I did.”
“So you’re just calling me to tell me you won a prize?”
“Hahahaa. Ya!”
“I told you already what. No one will wear those costumes. So what did you won?”
“Aiya. No [...]

I am tired of calling, so much so that I’ve given up calling him. He doesn’t pick up the phone. I was doing really well. Being unaffected and all. I didn’t shed a tear. I was just pretending I was single and leading the life without him in it.
Today he called out of a sudden. [...]