1 Hour

It feels very weird putting on my contact lens at 4:30am. That’s because I have been awake for the past one hour. The rain and thunder and lightning woke me up I suppose. Or was it the milk tea I had just after dinner…I’m not sure. But I know I was CRAVING for milk tea that I had to have it even knowing the risk of not being able to fall asleep.

Well, at least I managed to get at least more than 3 hours of sleep before I actually wake up and been tossing and turning on the bed for an hour and didn’t think it was a productive thing to do. I had wanted to do something about it earlier but I couldn’t find my glasses so I was talking myself into just trying to get back to sleep but I just can’t.

Instead of switching on the lights and read a book in my room, I decided to write this so that I don’t disturb anyone. Remember I have a roomie? Yeah. And now that I recall, I think my glasses are in Mummy’s room but I can’t be marching into her room at hours like this. It’ll freak her out so this is what I can do best.

Someone told me that he has a crush with someone at the workplace and then continued to tell me, he used to have a crush on me too when we were in the same workplace. Funny guy. Well, at least he has the courage to tell me that and I appreciate that. Make me syok for a while also ok mah.

Today my heart stopped for a while and I couldn’t breathe as I was given very last minute notice that I’ll be meeting a bunch of high-flyers, CEO, managers and the like. I tried to brave myself and talk. I don’t know their names and positions but I just know they are from the top so memang aku stress. Didn’t think I did very well, nor did I did very badly. That was probably the most exciting and thrilling hour of the day because 30 minutes prior to that, I was dealing with laptops that just didn’t want to connect to the network. A little too gan jeong for me to handle but was thankful I had a superior to support me. Sometimes that’s all we need.

It’s 5:02am.

I’m going to try to sleep again.