Because I didn’t wish Mum goodbye today before I left for work.
And I didn’t wave goodbye as what I normally would do from the car.
However, I came home and called out to her as loud as I could and she responded from the kitchen. Sometimes, when you don’t know what else to do, just forget about what happened and start with a clean slate.
Don’t know how long this would last because I know it will bound to repeat as it always do. But till then, I’ll try to please her in every way I can. Pleasing others can be a difficult thing to do when it means making yourself feeling unpleasant. She’s my mum and I don’t have any choice, do I? I make it sound like so bloody hard like that. But don’t worry. I’m alright. Not the first time, ain’t going to be the last.