“Why do you look so tired today? What did you do last night?”
The delivery uncle asked me when I opened the office door for him today.
I just smiled, showing all my gigi. Actually, I had the answer but I wasn’t sure if he wanted to know.
When he left, I walked to my colleague’s desk and said, “Just now when Uncle asked me why I look so tired, I could have said, Uncle, because last night I lausai!”
My colleague laughed. Almost wanting to burst and she kept controlling her laughter. I like to make people laugh when I don’t expect the effect to be so great.
I lausai since last night and woke up at 5 something in the morning to let out some more and then finally at 7 something, the finale. Luckily, it was just that. I’m okay now. It’s good to lausai once in a while, clean the stomach, let out all the bad wind.
Iris wrote an email to me today, telling me that Cardiff is snowing right now. :d
This year is going to be the first Chinese New Year that Iris will be away from home. I don’t know what it is like without having Iris around to celebrate Chinese New Year but I do hope that she’ll have fun in Cardiff and I’m going to have a roaring new year in Sandakan.
Sometimes, I cannot imagine myself living in a foreign Western land. Firstly, it’s about the food. I cannot go on with western food for a month long so I don’t know what I’ll become if i were to stay there for more than that and beyond. I’m very Asian, you see? I like Chinese food, Japanese food, Thai food, Korean food, Malay food, once in a while Indian food, so that makes me very Asian. Western food should only be taken once in a blue moon. I like Western food too just that I don’t like it so much to eat it everyday, if you get what I mean.
Her email to me ended with this paragraph…
“Bunny…I’m so glad that I have you as my sister, and that I can talk to you about everything…If I didn’t have you, I don’t know what will happen and I don’t know what to do..because I know that you will always be there for me, and you are my sister so you will definitely help me and listen to me and care about me…thank you bunny!”
make me want to cry only..*sob sob*