Dear Ducky,

I have no inspiration lately to add entries into this blog of mine. I will be sitting in front of the computer and thinking of what interesting happened but I just can’t think of anything. What I can think of is nothing. I don’t know if it’s a good or bad thing.

Last night, I missed someone so much that I actually cried. I haven’t been seeing him for about 2 weeks now. The last time I didn’t see him for a month! (Can you believe that?) He’s very tied up with work that by the time he reaches home, he just wants to sleep and rest. Something which I hope he does but deep down wished there was just a little spare time that I could see and meet him.

So you see, when the feelings accumulate, they have nowhere to go but form into tears. I felt much better after crying and while I was doing the teary task, a friend was listening to me over the phone. Though it might not change anything overnight, at least it is keeping me sane.

I’ve enjoyed your accompany. I know I’ve said it for a thousand times but I want to tell you again, plus we don’t really get bored about receiving compliments, do we? Bebeki is an equally good companion as well and I hope you don’t feel jealous that you’ve got to share the bed with not only me but with Bebeki as well. She looks cute when she sits. You look cute when you prowl. She looks retarded when she prowls. You look retarded when you sit. So, God is fair.

I heard the acoustic version of Rihanna’s “Umbrella” sung by Marie Digby the day before and I thought it was very good. I chanced upon it while I was driving to work. It’s the song that goes…

(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

Not knowing who sung it, I waited until the song ended and for the deejay to give a brief explanation and commentary to the song. Once I got to the office, I went searching for it in the Internet and I found the link in YouTube. I think she looks pretty too. She is of Japanese and Irish American parentage.

Enough for the day, I’ll see you in bed in 10 minutes time, after I wash up and all.

Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella

2 responses to “Umbrella”

  1. Hammy! Dont be sad la! Your lil sister misses u so much and loves u so much! I know how u feel,and i understand what ur going thru! I feel really helpless not to be able to help u,or even to talk to u, but please do know that I am always here whenever u need me! Just one phone call away!

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