I am actually feeling quite lonely tonight. It is one of those days again.
I miss my sister. Sometimes I feel that she’s not going to come back, as in she’s going stay there for good. It scares me sometimes but then one has the freedom to choose one’s own liking.
I was talking to mum over the phone and I told her how I felt. Mum feels the same way too but we are not in control over things so..the best that we can do is to keep each other company.
“Bi, I think I can talk to you one lor.” Mum told me. Bi or rather Ah Bi, is another nickname of mine. Short form of Baby.
Now I want to talk to Ducky.