Now I know I was feeling so drained yesterday. It’s that time of the month again. There’s this very funny symptom lately, something which I’ve not realised until a couple months back. I’ll get very tired for no reason. And I mean VERY TIRED. And I really mean FOR NO REASON. I can have ample sleep and yet feel like I’ve not slept for days. It happens the day before..like now. Or a few days before that time of the month.
Then, I’ll get this crave for chocolates, which explains why suddenly I was in the mood to have milo after dinner. I don’t usually do Milo after dinner but last night was exceptional. I’m going to have milo tonight too. Brain says no milo cannot work. Alright.
Mind was stuck when I left work yesterday but I started to detangle it when I sat down at my desk today. I don’t work well with a cluttered mind, it makes me panic and I cannot think straight. A simple task can be so complicated if I put myself into that mode. So I tried to dissect the work one by one and the number of things I learnt just looking at one simple feature is unbelievable. I’m learning the small small things, which means a lot to me.
I can’t wait for the last week of August because my sister is coming back. IRIS IS COMING BACK! Do you know how long I’ve waited? And do you know what it feels like to be able to touch your younger sister again? I’m so going to go shopping with her, makan with her, watch movies with her, sleep with her, talk nonsense with her. I must do lots of things with her because when she leaves this time to work overseas, I don’t know when I’ll get to meet her again.