Today is a day that I should be grateful that I still have a job. Even though somehow I have a feeling that I will be someplace somewhere doing something closer to heart.
After not keeping abreast with the news lately, no time to read newspaper, dare not surf news during working hours and will only spend remaining time left before bedtime to blog, I was flipping through the papers today and all I see is year-end sale, warehouse sale and more sale. So..if I ever splurge this time, it will be the papers’ fault! 😛
SMSed the-guy-who-used-to-love-me-and-then-decided-to-disappear-into-thin-air for some non-personal stuff matter but received no reply. For the first time in my life, I believe someone really hates me. But the good news is that I think I’m handling rejection better now, or maybe the correct term to be used here is non-responsiveness.
I’m going to rock the world tomorrow. The world will rock with me day after tomorrow and before you know it, December is here and I’ll tell Santa I’ve been a good girl and I deserve some guy. He will always get his Christmas present everyday because that gift would be me.
I used to hate people who would always talk about how lonely they are or how meaningless life is without someone to love or how desperate someone can get and always wanting to have someone by their side because I think without it, you can still survive and life will still go on. But look at me now, I think I’m becoming a mat nenek, everytime I’ll always come back writing about the same stuff. Single. Needs boyfriend. Emotional. Needs boyfriend. Floating through life. Needs boyfriend. Christmas. Needs boyfriend.
But I think la hor, when I really have someone approaching me, I might just cringe at the thought of it.