Itâ€™s 17 April and itâ€™s your death anniversary. You left me on this day a few years ago and boy you made me cry! I hope youâ€™re doing great up there. Iâ€™ve always missed you and when I pressed on the machine to get the parking ticket at the workplace today, I murmured â€œBunny!â€ and smiled at the machine. I donâ€™t know what the hell that is for but Iâ€™m just telling you based on what I actually did.
If someone would ask me to describe a magical moment of my life, it would be you. Youâ€™re simply magic! Appeared just like that and made me the luckiest girl on earth. Even all the boyfriends and exes will have to make way for that coveted magical award. I LOVE YOU TO BITS.
Iâ€™ve never really had such a bond with a pet. The feeling was so strong that it actually broke my heart when I knew youâ€™ve passed away. Iâ€™ll never get to know the real reason on how you left me but Iâ€™m really glad that youâ€™ve come to stay even though it was a short 4 months, including the 1 month where I went back to Sandakan for my semester break and I was so afraid and worried that you might forget about me when I come back. Well, you still remember. 🙂
Nothing beats the feeling when I come home and I know I have something to come back to. I know youâ€™ll be waiting for me. Iâ€™ll tell you stories which I recite in my mind and heart by just being with you. It wasnâ€™t convenient to talk out loud then because the neighbour would be wondering Iâ€™ve gone nuts.
Bunny, I can go on and on with this so now you realised what an impact youâ€™ve made upon me. I donâ€™t think I can get ever forget about you.
Iâ€™ve owned rabbits before you came and it was really ages ago. Say when I was 6-7 years old. I would stare at them but I couldnâ€™t touch them unless mummy takes them out from the cage. I can stare at them for hours. The rabbits then multiplied and some of them were not caged anymore. I remember this particular rabbit where Iâ€™ve helped in getting its head out because it was stuck below the pipeline. Very funny I must say but it was also scary for me. I was all alone and I wasnâ€™t sure whether to leave that rabbit to figure its way out or risking to break its neck while I helped it out from that pipeline. Both of us survived the ordeal.
I intended to get you a few fresh roses like I normally would on this day every year. I went to a nearby florist after work but they only sold roses which were already wrapped in a bouquet and didnâ€™t sell individual roses.
I had to rush to meet a friend for dinner so I didnâ€™t bother. Iâ€™ll definitely try to get some tomorrow.
My life is a compilation of random things lately. I go out for lunch with slightly different people everyday which is quite interesting. Iâ€™m blessed with some really nice and friendly colleagues. I almost got something that is challenging to me at work. Just not confident but I know if I really meant business, Iâ€™m sure I can get it done because I wouldnâ€™t have a choice! 😛 This is also unexpected but Iâ€™ll try if it really comes into my plate.
It was really nice to meet this friend of mine over dinner. (Thank you! 🙂)
Over the span of 2 days, Iâ€™ve been getting comments that Iâ€™m thinner than before and I donâ€™t think itâ€™s a compliment. Maybe itâ€™s the bracesâ€¦so from now on, Iâ€™ll try to eat more. I just need a little more flesh.
I need to enjoy the times I have with my roomie as she would need to move out in the coming weeks. Itâ€™s going to be back to the independent me, something which Iâ€™ve been very used to.
As long as Iâ€™ve lived, Iâ€™ve only got one regret so far and perhaps one of the biggest mistakes of my life. My instincts told me somethingâ€™s fishy about it but my heart is too soft for my own good.Â Bunny, you know about this story Iâ€™m sure and hope you see me through this.
Thank you for the wonderful memories. It’s enough to last me a lifetime.
Love you, love you and love you,