“To acquire love…
fill yourself up with it until you become a magnet.”

– Charles Haanel

A few months ago, I wished I had more things to do. A few months later, I have so much to do. I like it that I’m busy because I want to go to bed and then wake up, looking forward to start the day and get my work done.

I got a call from a headhunter last weekend. It has been for the same company but different headhunters calling me over the span of one year or more. The last I counted, it was 3. I don’t have the things they want to begin with so I’m not very sure how they are matching the skill sets that I have (which I think isn’t very impressive and can be further polished) with what the job requires. Just reading the job description makes me wonder how I”m going to pull off such a big task…and it’s really not my thing to work as a programmer. I didn’t want to waste anyone’s time so it’s a no.

I like being where I am now. The longer I stay, the harder it is I feel like letting go. It’s not perfect…not like it would be…but it’s perfect enough for me now.

I like my hair. The length that I like. My fringe has grown longer too and I’m sweeping it to the side. Not sure if I should keep it shorter and have a fringe covering my forehead or something swept to the side, revealing a bit of my forehead. I’m looking myself at the mirror longer than I used to. I like this too because it means I’m finally in love with myself again.

One response to “Contentment”

  1. I’m glad you’re in love with yourself again. And I’m glad you’re somewhat at peace with everything that happened to you. Stay strong.

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