I was leaving the restaurant after lunch and when I turned around, I saw someone I didn’t want to meet. I wasn’t expecting to see him. When I turned around,my eyes locked at the exact position of where he is and he was already looking at me when I saw him. I had this very blank and quite serious expression on my face even before seeing him. He forced a very formal smile. I returned a similar one.
Many thoughts and emotions filled the heart and mind at once because I was caught by surprise. He was with someone. A female species. I was with my colleagues.
The right and correct method to face the situation was to walk up to him, irregardless of anything but I just continued walking, still digesting who I just saw.
And then I realised, I don’t have the courage.
And now I feel crappy.