These 2 words are giving me a headache right now, in fact it has been about a week or so. I have this heavy feeling just thinking about it. I feel very uncomfortable. I’m due to fly next Saturday but I’m still stuck being in the waiting list. Aside harassing the agent from time to time, I don’t know what else I can do.
I cannot think straight and I keep telling myself that if it’s on the waiting list, it’s not something I can control so I should just stop worrying about something I don’t have control over. BUT THEN I CANNOT TREAT IT LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED. I STILL NEED TO FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I’m praying everyday, every hour when I think of it that I’ll get a clearance soon.
Oh Dear God, please bring me good news tomorrow!