I’ve not talk to you for a long time and hope you’re doing well above. This is a rabbit year and it reminds me of you.
This is a very different CNY for me in so many ways. I think and ponder a lot about things that are not happening yet but issues that will definitely happen in the future.
You may be laughing at me but I’m thinking of how and where I should celebrate CNY once I get married. I’m not quite sure if I’m ready of not celebrating CNY in sandakan when that day comes. I think it’s best I get someone from the same hometown so that I can be near home during CNY.
A guy confessed to me just the other day. It has been so long, Bunny. So long since someone tells me he likes me in person. I have to give him bunny points for having the courage to tell me in person. But the thing is I’m no longer the person I used to be. I think too much with my head now that my heart’s kinda cold. It’s because I used to think too much with my heart and got hurt pretty bad.
Anyway, I guess we’ll just remain as friends for now because I really don’t feel the same like he does.
Work wise, I still like what I’m doing but I think I can do with trying out something new. I hope this new, small project I’m trying my hands on will lead me to many more good things.
For the first time, I really really want to own a house. I don’t think it’ll be achievable now but I want to walk down that path. I will have to think of ways to grow my money. Whether or not I’m going to have a partner to share it with me, I really want to buy a house, make it mine and make it a home i’ve always wanted.
Above all, I’m grateful for whatever that has been bestowed over me. I may sound long-winded but I really think I should count my blessings and not take things for granted.
I’m going to carpool to work from tomorrow onwards, you can say it’s a part of being green, economical and I hope it’ll work out well.
Going to get myself ready for bed. I’ve also not been sleeping with any aircon since I came back. I think it’s not too bad.
Feeling a little hungry too. I’ve not eaten a full proper meal for the last 3 days. Tummy is still weak from food poisoning but I want to be well so that I can eat up this Chap Goh Meh.