…is the song I’m listening to right now. It will be on my playlist for a while. It’s a soundtrack from the Korean series – Bread, Love and Dreams, I’m watching currently. Love this series to bits. Just watched 2 episodes and I’ve got 4 more to go before I finish the whole series. So very tempted to continue watching but I’m restraining myself, else I will not be sleeping.
I finally have my me-time to myself now. Everyone’s in the house is asleep. It’s just me, the song and the computer. It’s been awhile since I have this kind of me-time. Parents are here and work never stops flowing in. I hardly get to see my sister too because she is as equally busy, perhaps even busier. There are days where I’ll be awake before her and then I”ll be asleep before she gets home. Some days she’ll leave the house earlier in the morning while I’m still asleep. Just on Sunday, she told me we’ve not had a one-to-one session for quite some time. I would say a month because I was overseas and then we’ve both been busy since I came back.
Lately, I have a kind of dreamy feeling. Sometimes I find myself smiling to myself, for no particular reason. It feels like I’m in love but then there’s no one that I’m seeing, let alone love. And if I go deeper within, I feel the desire to love someone really badly. Weird but true.