The world always gets smaller, especially when you grow older. And when you change jobs. There’s bound to be someone who’s a friend of your ex-colleague, or you are a friend to one of the ex-colleague or your ex-colleague is now working with your friend or your colleague is a friend of your friend. So much so that I’m getting very worried about keeping this blog because sometimes I can be too honest for my own good.
So first of all, I won’t be able to bitch about anyone except maybe for myself. No work related issues. I know it gets bottled up that I need to express it through my writings. Writing an entry and then posting it for the view of the whole world versus writing an entry and keeping it private are two different things. In one way or another, the first would make you feel better, the latter gives you a kind of feeling where even though you’re written it but it’s not let out yet. But when you let it out i.e publish it for public to read, you get this little dilemma I’m having here now, if what you’ve written is going to ruin yourself.
You can see that there’s no more photos of myself here. I am just not comfortable..to link my writings with my face to it.
Just..maybe a phase for me…or maybe that’s just me.
Anyway, I’ve been busy with work and spending the little time I have with Iris. Always trying to finish work as fast as I can (and still can’t finish it) to get home to have dinner with her. Tomorrow we’re going to have our little date together, without Pappy around. I even had to ask permission from him if he could excuse us and let us have some private time together. It’s different having your dad and sister around and only having your sister around. Having Pappy around, I have to act a little bit more proper and I cannot say anything that I wish to say. Having just Iris around, the world turns upside down and I like it that way.
I think tomorrow’s the only day we can spend time together alone. After that she’ll be back to Sandakan for a week or so and then when she comes back to KL, my mum will be tagging along. Then we’ll be going for holiday somewhere nice. I don’t want to tell you first because it’s 90% confirmed and I better shut my mouth first just in case the 10% will slip away if I tell you. I have this thing where sometimes if I wish for something and when I’ve revealed it earlier, sometimes it won’t come true. One true life example, going overseas to study but never got the chance to.
I actually don’t really like the way I write lately. Macam tiada isi kandungan. I really need a holiday.
But first, I need a date with my sister tomorrow night. CAN’T WAIT!!! I’ve waited for this for like 365 days.