It’s 2.56am, as good as 3 in the morning. I have this heavy feeling of wanting to do get a few things done and feeling like time is so little. That’s what keeping me awake suddenly, on top of the mosquito bites I’m getting.
I’ve been sleeping without air-condition for about 2 weeks now. It’s noisier with the window open. Stupid cars with loud engines would zoom by sometimes.
I’m back to turning it on just awhile ago because I’m stressed. I don’t like this feeling. It’s like there’s an auto reminder machine growing in my head. It’s bedtime, I can’t do any of the things I want to do and it can wait till morning but the heart longs to do it because I’m not sure how I’m going to cope.
Dear God, please give me strength and courage to get through August and September. Im feeling rather overwhelmed even though they are not here yet. Thanks for an exciting July, so many things happened this month, compared to the months compiled in one. Not all are good but I’m sure there’s a reason to all things that have happened.
Now please sprinkle some sleepy dust on me so that I can proceed with my sleep.